And we don't know just where our bones will rest. To dust, I guess.

Hello!

Gosh how I've missed you all.

Life can do some really strange things. 

However, it hasn't all been too bad. I've come to know my first love in the time I've been gone. I've only dated one other person in my life. And I'm not sure I would call it dating. It was more like a "well I think you're kind of cool so let's kind of date or something" high school relationship. We never even surpassed the occasional hug. But anyway, my boyfriend has certainly been my first for nearly everything as far as relationships go. It's exciting and new and wonderful.

Anyway, 

I haven't really kept up with the latest style trends. I've been much too engulfed in work, school, and my relationship. But I have been getting overwhelming 70's vibes. Which really goes nicely with fall weather- with all of the warm colors and whatnot. October is my favorite month of the year. Actually, it's the month of my birthday. 

Jacket- Empyre, Sweater- Forever 21, Shorts- Aerie, Tights- Target, Shoes- Pierre Hardy x Gap

Also- I'm turning 18 on October 8th! It's somewhat difficult to believe sometimes. I remember starting this blog when I was just 16. I'd hate to get all reflect-y on you, but it's so interesting to think about what my life was like when I first started posting. When I first started posting, it was really the beginning of the end.

 I've battled depression and anxiety since the 2nd grade, being prescribed Prozac at age 8. When I originally began posting, I turned to stealing Valium, alcohol, food restriction, and self harm. Sometimes, it's hard to believe. And I think I did a pretty good job of hiding that. Fashion was my distraction. And my blog was a reflection of that. Regardless, it's all behind me now. And it probably explains my lack of posting. I no longer need that distraction to function. I. Am. Free. Of course, I occasionally relapse into that all-too-familiar sickly depressed feeling, but I've survived it. And I'm glad to still have a family of bloggers to return to. 

Thanks. 

x

Hazel

current playlist:

1979- Smashing Pumpkins

Mayonaise- Smashing Pumpkins

Colours- Grouplove

Lies- KoRn

And all these demons, they keep me up all night

The new Blink-182 album is AMAZING. omg.

It's October! And you know what that means- Halloween! In other words, large supermarkets around the nation are stockpiling cheaply-made costumes to monetize the national holiday. Which ALSO means, awesome stockings for only three bucks! Good lord. I just love Halloween, don't you?

Anyway, I was fortunate enough to get compliments over nasty stares with this outfit. It seems that skeleton stockings are quite the ice breaker. In my opinion, they're the most lovely things I've ever seen. So it's nice to share the same opinion with so many other people.

Dress- Alice Temperley x Target, Skirt- random, Tights- Walmart, Shoes- Pierre Hardy x Gap, Unicorn necklace- Forever 21

I absolutely adore how these shoes sort of go along with the skeletal pattern on the tights.

HEY CHECK OUT THIS DEER I MADE IN SCULPTURE TODAY.

Probably one of my favorite outfits.

x

Hazel

P.s. Did you know that my dad named his cat after Mazzy Star? Just a bit of random, but totally awesome information for you.

Current playlist:

Up All Night- Blink-182

Get a job, hippie slackers

Floral dresses and socks with platforms. Totally not stereotypical fashion blog garb. But the pinky flowers all over the dress is so cute, I don't even care. And dem shoes. I don't think you understand how hard I fought to get those.

floral dress I got at TJ Maxx, Pierre Hardy x Gap 3 strap platforms, white socks, rock necklace I made, quarter machine necklace

Basically a rock tied on to a leather cord.

Ignore that time stamp, too.

Pretty summer vibes, no?

x

Hazel

Wise words featured in title courtesy of Frank Iero's twitter.